crush!

am i on a CRUSH again ??



arrg!!!
am i likes him??
urghh,
im sick of it..
damnshit!!!
dun want to be like before this again,haa..
im tired to think of him..to hope someone that never notice me..
to hope something that never be..
why must the people that we love,,
must not realize us..
and..
why must we think of that person all the time,,
but,,
at the same time,,
he never think of us at all!!!

i hate when i got a crush,,
that someone never notice me..
and
i hate when the people show a very kindness and a love for me,
but actually
it is not for me
but for someone else