today first day of january 2o1o((:

today first day of january 2o1o((: sowiee,,date atas nieyh mengong sket

ouh,,so so so sedeyh lol 2oo9 go away just like that :(
..really really miss the old memory meyh..
andd,,now 2o1o is coming..luv to be a new person..oppsss,,still be myself but change for a better one larh,,heeeeeeeeee!!!..
today,,aku pack pack barang coz besok pagi pagi buta nak kena berambus dari my home
ouh gonna missyou larh home..
starting from tomorrow,,i have to study hard smart!smart!smart! for pmr beb!..pejam celik pejam celik dah fom 3 cik adek oii!!!..x leyh banyak men2..new attitude,,new looking heyy i mean more smiling lol asyek masam jaa..ahahahahahh!!!((:

heyy,,i want to nak change myself to be what they want,,oke??

more smiling :))
want a good result for pmr 7'a...AMIN!!!
cleanliness is important
hey..education is first..stop dreaming for nothing!
want to make mama andd abah proud of me yaa..=)
actually,,i want my own handset..mama promiss me to buy if i could the best for my exam..ehheeeeee((:
ahaaa,, diet!diet!diet! nak turunkan berat badan ..dah gemoo laa:((
syhhhhhh!!!!
zzzz!!! 3 aked next year less SUGAR less SLEEP!..ahah((:

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ahah((:
lawak gla lar dya tuw..rite,dyan??
after with me then go with you..
very very funny..
packing rite,,dyan??

pahit.manis.macam sugar ahah((:.my lyfe on 2oo9..
whatever happen i never forget all the moment i've been through on 2oo9..
plus when i stay in hostel 'st.george'(bangga nieyh nak gtaw)
that moment i never forget..

~memories.date.sweety.moment~

malam kebudayaan
wahhhh,,aku jadi busana muslimah and menari lagu kurik kundi,,ewaaahhh!!
competition tradisional dancing with geng kencana mutiara:
chun mei,sara,wani,athirah,wina,k.syaratul,k.meera,k.feera,k.awin,k.ainul,k.fara
sangat x leyh lupa time tuw..pegy perak and stay kat sana 2 hari..
and we got second place..bersyukur lar jugakkk..
yeyyy
5 ogos:kami sekali lagi dpanggel for dance tradisional on dewan sri pinang..huuu..sangat syokk ouh!!!
even that day a very short time,,but we enjoy every moment we r together
ahah ((:

yang x leyh lupa sangat sangat time yang sama jugak kawat TYT..adeyh,,penat glaaaa....aku taw lar aku x rety kawat..x yah lar nak panggel aku masok skali kan??tapi x paa la kan,,nak cari pengalaman rite??pada aku x taw langsung..hahahakkk!!!!
time tuw gak lar aku dah start...aishhhh..x yah sebut lar kat sini..mlaz r..cuma dia saja yang taw apa yang aku mksudkan,,kan??

kitkat??spa kitkat???timbul persoalan yang dya sendiri yg tnya..x kan ko x taw,,aku dah bg banyak signal kat ko,,pandai pandai r pikir..depan mata jaa....kew dya wut wut x tawuuu??
ahah:D
then,,we mcj mcj..im talking about someone to u,,but the person im talking about is u!!!!and dya masih mencari jawapan yang yang ada kat depan mata..
and..
1'st day raya:
im telling u the truth..who the real person..huh..u quiet!..what's wrong with u??u ask me tell tell the truth,,then i do what u want..u dissapeared just like that..till now,,im still cannot forget all that things..very very annoying!

sugar itu sweet~

yesterday,,'SUGAR' manis manis send me a message..but i couldn't get a chance to reply..

huh..what that is mean??

ouh,,last night i couldn't sleep night lol..almost 4 pagi kuwt..ahah ((: ..aku pon x taw pa yang buat aku x leyh tido..hurmm,,den i was thinking about last 3 and 4years..huh..rrr!!..when i was standart 6..huh!!!..her name no need to mention..she's the one who make me suffer while im studying in minden height..bila aku engat balek,,huh,,that time,,im so INNOCENCE..no one can understand my situation on that time..really really hurting me!..huh..depan PIJAK SEMUT PUN TAK MATI lal..pretanding nice depan konon..she's the perfect one..aku lar 'orang yang sentiasa bersalah'..huh..because of her,,i lost my friend when i was standart 5..that time,,i just follow her order,kononya lah..coz im a new student at that skuwl..kononnya nak jaga aku..pi blah lar..depan punyalar baik nak jaga aku..tup..tup..tinggal aku cam tuw ja..what kind of kazen is that??!!..dah lar letak satu kelas..nyesal glew!..aku hope sangat apa yang selama nie dya wut kat aku,,akan jadi balek kat dya satu arie nantiee..tapi,,x paa..now,,she's not at the same skuwl with me..yeah!!..letak jauh jauh lagi baek lal!!!..at that time,,i feel my life very complicated..very hurting inside..im crying inside to hide my sadness everytime i go back to skuwl..no one no what my feeling..no one can't understand even i tell them..they can get it when they on my place..

and now,,
aku happy without that hard memories..

crush!

am i on a CRUSH again ??



arrg!!!
am i likes him??
urghh,
im sick of it..
damnshit!!!
dun want to be like before this again,haa..
im tired to think of him..to hope someone that never notice me..
to hope something that never be..
why must the people that we love,,
must not realize us..
and..
why must we think of that person all the time,,
but,,
at the same time,,
he never think of us at all!!!

i hate when i got a crush,,
that someone never notice me..
and
i hate when the people show a very kindness and a love for me,
but actually
it is not for me
but for someone else

pesta yippi!yippi!

pesta with my sys meya and syamil((:

ahah((: today i want to tell something that make me smile till now..heyy,,dont think negative yew~I JUST ENJOY yesterday dapat pi pesta ngan someone yang aku x penah jumpa before this..*))but someone olwez tell a bit about him..ahah(: hah,,at last,,dapat gak tengok muka dya hmm,,quite smart LOL . .sangat cool beb! sangat suke**the most best part,,ROLLER COASTER waaaa!!!jerit macam monkey ahahak=)tapi,,aku suka dya sangat cool and...relax!and..and..and top gun,,mintak simpang!i am not!!!..just dya and my sys jew nek TOP GUN tuw~=))
sangat syiok last night,,lol!if i could say to you,,,THANXXX a lot for last night...but,,i couldn't get a chance to say that..but,,what i want to say here is,,thanx for treat us last night even kau x manyak cakap ngan aku..sys aku jew yang manyak pot pet!!hehehk=))*gurau jew..tapi,,best sangat tengok muka dya yang cool;)) if i could have a chance to talk talk with him,,yeah!mesti bes kan??i really really hope next time dapat kuaq ngan dya lagi..really hope..and i want to say what happen last night,,it olwez make me smile today((: tengss for reading this yeww~ sekadar untuk bercerita tentang ...,, hope dya still engat aku;))